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I hear a story from each side but never know where is the real one pretence story or hidden story sound so pathetic begging for mercy act with unsinful face now I can understand I can not believe thoroughly untruth on their right and left hand if you ask me where side am I stand for? I will never stand for them now I can't even believe anyone the traumatic memories the sadness the buried anger unhealed mentality all of a sudden everything looks unreal nothing really real

there are many people with their eyes open whose hearts are shut. What do they see? Matter. But someone whose love is alert, even if the eyes go to sleep, he or she will be waking up thousands of others. If you are not one of those light-filled lovers, restrain your desire-body's intensity. Put limits on how much you eat and how long you lie down. But if you are awake here in the chest, sleep long and soundly. Your spirit will be out roaming and working, even on the seventh level. Muhammad says, I close my eyes and rest in sleep, but my love never needs rest. The guard at the gate drowses. The king stays awake. You have a king inside who listens for what delights the soul. The king's wakefulness cannot be described in a poem

did you know? I always pray to God to set me in death note I pray to give the rest of my age for you and dad but now I realize, I have survive that hard to die It's not supposed to be I just trying to ignore this loneliness Where are you? where have you been? did you know your daughter have much hurt she is almost die she still alive for no reason she find a finish line she have seen the line but without the end of the sorrow now she just want to stand on her own leg on her own path

Since I was born am I distened to be surviver? I was survive in a warm michene in a cold room I have to through this with my immature body without my mom without my dad even my brother 12 days since I was born I was alone my small body now can grew up as now people say positive vibes can comfort you but no one do people say the energy of Yin and Yang should be balance but all I feel is all imbalances No one care No one care