bocold

did you know? I always pray to God to set me in death note I pray to give the rest of my age for you and dad but now I realize, I have survive that hard to die It's not supposed to be I just trying to ignore this loneliness Where are you? where have you been? did you know your daughter have much hurt she is almost die she still alive for no reason she find a finish line she have seen the line but without the end of the sorrow now she just want to stand on her own leg on her own path

Since I was born am I distened to be surviver? I was survive in a warm michene in a cold room I have to through this with my immature body without my mom without my dad even my brother 12 days since I was born I was alone my small body now can grew up as now people say positive vibes can comfort you but no one do people say the energy of Yin and Yang should be balance but all I feel is all imbalances No one care No one care

everytime I wanna give up everytime I wanna die everytime I feel alone everytime I want to tell but no one listen I always live in my imagination I was in God's hug he tell me it's alright when you have no one you have me when you think it's hard you still have me when you think you can't look forward you always have me God's hug calm me down he hug me with a big wings like angels wings in every fairytale story with a bright light