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Do you ever feel disappointed by someone you've believed? Several weeks ago, I was felt like disappointed to my friend I've trusted. We ever have pinky promise that we will focus for our study. Focus to make our parents proud of us. He said he didn't want to have any relationship with anyone. Just focus focus and focus to our goals. I was inspired by him. Like, there is a man who think his goals for the future more important than gold, glory or girl. It means, he had principles in life to reach bright future. It was sounded "WHOAAA.." I trust him. Because so do I. I want to be focus too.. I have too much goals to be distracted by any relationship. But in the next day, He had girlfriend. I just think like, is it what you say just for have good image in front of me? is it totally lie? Then, I think, it's oke if he still can focus or maybe more focus study after that. But, when he is on his examination schedule, I should listen to his complains about c...

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Hiiiii ~ It's been a while since the last blog. Sorry for not update the blog for so loooonggggg time. Unfortunately I have too much task and responsibility as a student. I have to keep my high grade in order I can get scholarship from my school. And now I feel like, I miss my blog so muchhh. Although my traffic going to 0-5 each day. But that's oke, I will write my story again for you you and you (I don't even know is there someone who will visit my blog or no one). When I'm not writing anything, and start again today I feel like I have much story that I have to tell. And I will write them all. I think this month I will post more than 5 post as the closing ceremony for 2017. Thank you for everything in this years. I'm ready to welcome the new year.. 🎉🎊 By the way, because this is December, there are some of them who have celebrating Christmas like they wear green, red, black dress code, give a gift as Secret Santa, decorate their home, decorate Christmas tre...

As what I've promised before, I will tell you why I cut my hair (again). When the beginning of my 3rd semester, I moved to another boarding house because I felt uncomfortable with my latest boarding house. And I ask my friend to help me to find new boarding house and I found where I live now. So after I live for 3 month, I feel like my hair is annoying me. It feels like itchy. And like there's something in my head. I think my itchy head it was because of dandruff. But than I ask my mother, what's going on with my head with my hair. Than my mother said that it was lice. I cry like a baby. I don't know what should I do with my long hair. what should I do to drive out the lice. I try to remember where I got this lice and how come. And I remembered that I ever slept with my friend. She live in the next door but often feel scared so she often move in the middle of the night to my room and sleep with me. And when I realize this, I try to look at her hair and doing a s...

"Do you love him?" they asked me. "No," I answered. I always say no to that kind of question. But I find pages of my books are full of the poem about you. I got myself think about you in the middle of a love song. I smile when your name pops up on my phone screen. I can feel butterflies burst out of my stomach as we spend time together. I didn't find your jokes funny but I was happy to see you laugh. I get anxious when I see your face tired, wondering what has happened to you. I feel something cracked inside knowing you treat someone better than the way you treat me. I should have walked away as I realize that you treat me as a choice and you take me for granted. I should've grown myself apart from you since you never come to hold me during my bad times. I should've known that you might not give a glance at me because you're busy with your perfect life, or worst, you're busy falling in love with her. I should've stopped as I see your hea...

You’re still the first person I want to talk to when I hear bad news, you’re still the only one I want to cry to. You’re still the only one who can make me feel better when things go wrong; I don’t know if it’s the sound of your voice or the words you say so articulately or just the way you understand my silence when people struggle to understand my words. You’re still the only one capable of making me smile when my tears are pouring down my face, you’re still the hand I want to hold when I can’t even feel mine. Because it’s always the tough times that reveal to you who you need the most and it’s no surprise that I need you. I need you to tell me that it’s going to be okay, and if it’s not then at least you’re with me. I need you to quiet my mind so I can sleep at night because you can turn my nightmares into dreams. And I admit that I can’t do this alone. I can, but today, I don’t want you. I know you’ll tell me that I’m not alone because I have my friends, but I feel alone...

Hi ... First blog on Mellow March.. cause I'm in a blank point now Don't find a girl who loved you with the way you are, who always regard everything you do is good. But, find a girl who can give you suggestion and advice to always improve your self. Because tomorrow you need to be better and better again. Honestly, today I stop. I resigned. ago, I was patient to be me who attempted to be there in your improving process. But now, I stoped. I will not give you any suggestion anymore to improve you to be better. I let this task take by another one. Until you success later. I hope you can found the right girl. Really, I'm not break this friendship. I will never. It's just that I need time to restores everything in place as before. You still my bestfriend who know anything that not everyone know about me. You're someone that I tell about the process of my life. See you on top dude !! This is my resign statement. Now I will not like you, hope you or wait ...

You are the one And you know that it's true I'm feeling younger Every time that I'm alone with you We got questions we should not ask but How would you feel, if I told you I loved you? It's just something that I want to do I'll be taking my time, spending my life Falling deeper in love with you In the summer, as the lilacs bloom Love flows deeper than the river Every moment that I spend with you

read closely. you miss the person thought he was you're in love with everything he used to be you hold on because your love is unconditional you're up, thinking about him wanting his attention maybe a text, a call, maybe you just want to lay up and cuddle but he's always doing this he's rarely around and it's hurts thats what keeps you up at night you're hurting right now and he's probably asleep understand this #me💯😌

This month is time to holiday for university student after finished their final exam. I start my holiday on early january until 28th february. And I spent my holiday with my friend. no, but with my squad. we think it's a great idea to catch up after a long time no see. and we plan to go some place. Than we decide to go to Anyer (only). we booked villa there. and of course there are so many memories we made. Because of this is rainy season which is we scared that our holiday will disturb by rain. But we are lucky that the rain not fall since we arrived till we check out to go back. There are too much story happen and I don't know how to tell you. xoxo😃

Today I leave my home sweat home and back to my routine as university student. To make my parents proud of me and to reach my bright future!😊 I don't know what to do in my "Kosan", so I download some korean movie like Solomon Perjury, Weightlifting Kim Bok Joo, etc. But when I finished, I'm lazy to watch. So, I open my Youtube but I don't know what's video that can entertain me. I just watch some interest video on my timeline. After that, I close the apps. Then, I open my blog... write... post... write again... post again... then I bored and want to close this! byebyeee~~ I love you so much my beloved readers..

Who's don't know who is GaneGani? My activities when I bored is do anything that entertain me. such as watch video on Youtube. Bytheway, I subscribed Ganegani on youtube, there is one video that inspire me. make me on fire! The video is about self confident. She told that she was ugly and don't have friend. She was a shy kid. and its same like me. When I was young, I never brave to stand in front of people. Not talk too much. Silent. Just stay at class when time to break. I never confident to speak up. That's why I love her video, how she struggle to change and show who I am. You have to watch her video by your self! 😉 (I will attach you the link) "Something bad doesn't always means bad. something good doesn't always means good. I think self confident is really important and I want you to know how I got my self confident because I wasn't really confident before. So, when I was in high school, I was really ugly and I was bullied by all m...

Sorry I'm in a bad mood. last time I spammed you with 3 post because I don't know what to do and I feel bored. But now I will spam you because ... I feel like there is something empty on me. I never feel as suck as now just because I love someone. I stuck on you. yes you. I hate to have feeling like this. disturb. annoying. wanna go but I don't go and I can't No matter how hard I try I still can't 😡 forgive my oily face :v

Hellooo... It's my first entry in february. (On Sunday, 05th february 2017 at 10:08 pm (when I start to wrote). hope u guys in a good mood to read my blog. Several weeks ago, I dreamed to be a radio announcer. And directly I think about one of my favorite announcer. I often listen when he is on air. He is one of announcer on Prambours. His name is Narendra Pawaka. Where I can know him? because I listen to the radio? Not. I know from his band? Nope. I know him because I know his lil'brother. He have brother named Nabil Adam Pawaka. I knew nabil since I was 3rd grade of senior high school. And I support his band. From Lights On change to be The Shift and now his band named RINGGO 5. (they have new single titled Promise. just check it out on your youtube) When I support Nabil, ofcourse I want to get to know nabil. His hobbies, his activities and his family. That's why I know Eda (Narendra Pawaka). When I dream to be announcer I felt like, is it my passion? although I...

Helloo... am I ever say that my last blog about her is my last blog in january? But I lied. hahaha. Now, I write again and post again. This is because I met my old friend. my old partner to cheat when I'm in senior high school. He ask me to make blog about him. and I do now. (He promise me to promote my blog to his friend if I make this one). The first: the 1st way to cheat that I learn from him is: if you want to cheat, you can write your material for your exam in your whiteboard. Ofcourse you need to write the material in small font size. (in order the tearcher or supervisor not realize it). The second: you can use hand code. seems like morse in boys scouts and girl scouts. you can hands up one finger for the answer A, two finger up for the answer B, three finger up for the answer C, four finger up for the answer C and you can hand up with all finger for the answer E. can you imagine it? are you understand what I mean? And than the last way that I remember from him is...

What is the meaning betray for you? If you have a best friend and an ex and the problem is your best friend keep away from you just because now she have relationship and have been taken with your ex. She published her picture with your ex and told that they have been taken. She never tell you anything and leave you. you text her but she never read it. it an be called as "betray" ?? keep away from you just because have relationship with your ex. am I wrong choose her as my best friend? It's look so easy for her to break our friendship.

Night.. It's my first post in 2017. And as you know, all picture in this blog it's all about my selfies. Never (ever but just once) take a picture from head to toe. Don't ask me why because hmmm because just like I love selfie and as you know that am hmm am petite and I will look like short and fat so don't ask me why ok ? I'm not confident and unphotogenic .. isn't it?