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"Do you love him?" they asked me. "No," I answered. I always say no to that kind of question. But I find pages of my books are full of the poem about you. I got myself think about you in the middle of a love song. I smile when your name pops up on my phone screen. I can feel butterflies burst out of my stomach as we spend time together. I didn't find your jokes funny but I was happy to see you laugh. I get anxious when I see your face tired, wondering what has happened to you. I feel something cracked inside knowing you treat someone better than the way you treat me. I should have walked away as I realize that you treat me as a choice and you take me for granted. I should've grown myself apart from you since you never come to hold me during my bad times. I should've known that you might not give a glance at me because you're busy with your perfect life, or worst, you're busy falling in love with her. I should've stopped as I see your hea...

You’re still the first person I want to talk to when I hear bad news, you’re still the only one I want to cry to. You’re still the only one who can make me feel better when things go wrong; I don’t know if it’s the sound of your voice or the words you say so articulately or just the way you understand my silence when people struggle to understand my words. You’re still the only one capable of making me smile when my tears are pouring down my face, you’re still the hand I want to hold when I can’t even feel mine. Because it’s always the tough times that reveal to you who you need the most and it’s no surprise that I need you. I need you to tell me that it’s going to be okay, and if it’s not then at least you’re with me. I need you to quiet my mind so I can sleep at night because you can turn my nightmares into dreams. And I admit that I can’t do this alone. I can, but today, I don’t want you. I know you’ll tell me that I’m not alone because I have my friends, but I feel alone...

Hi ... First blog on Mellow March.. cause I'm in a blank point now Don't find a girl who loved you with the way you are, who always regard everything you do is good. But, find a girl who can give you suggestion and advice to always improve your self. Because tomorrow you need to be better and better again. Honestly, today I stop. I resigned. ago, I was patient to be me who attempted to be there in your improving process. But now, I stoped. I will not give you any suggestion anymore to improve you to be better. I let this task take by another one. Until you success later. I hope you can found the right girl. Really, I'm not break this friendship. I will never. It's just that I need time to restores everything in place as before. You still my bestfriend who know anything that not everyone know about me. You're someone that I tell about the process of my life. See you on top dude !! This is my resign statement. Now I will not like you, hope you or wait ...

You are the one And you know that it's true I'm feeling younger Every time that I'm alone with you We got questions we should not ask but How would you feel, if I told you I loved you? It's just something that I want to do I'll be taking my time, spending my life Falling deeper in love with you In the summer, as the lilacs bloom Love flows deeper than the river Every moment that I spend with you

read closely. you miss the person thought he was you're in love with everything he used to be you hold on because your love is unconditional you're up, thinking about him wanting his attention maybe a text, a call, maybe you just want to lay up and cuddle but he's always doing this he's rarely around and it's hurts thats what keeps you up at night you're hurting right now and he's probably asleep understand this #me💯😌