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It makes me sick, the way sadness is addicting. The way I can't stop. Sadness is familiar. It's comfortable and it's easy in a sense that it comes naturally to me. But everything else about it is hard. The way my body aches with self-hatred. The way my mind spins and spins with hopeless thoughts. The way it poisons everything I do, every relationship I have. Yet it's addicting, because I know sadness, and I know it very well. And there's a sort of comfort in that, like being home after a trip or sleeping in your own bed after being away. There's just a sense that this is where I belong. This is how it's supposed to be. - Marianna Paiqe -

Everyone must be have favorite artists or musicians. So do I. I love Kwon Ji Yong (has known as GD) since I was in middle high school until now. And there were several conversation about his interview with ELLE about his new album and his personal life separated on SNS. And I just want to re-write about what he talked for everyone who know or who want to know more about him through his new album. ELLE : This album is a bit like a diary, with many parts that reflect your life. What made you have this change of heart? GD: I'm only doing what I was supposed to do. I'm about to enlist since I'm 30 years old. In many ways, it's now the most important period of my life so I thought, rather than mindlessly chasing trends, why not treat this album like it's my last and I can show everyone the most authentic side of me. It's like when I'm in my mother's womb when I was born. This is also why my world tour is called MOTTE. I used to like creating new single ...