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Don't beg for anyone to stay in your life. If they want to be a part of your life, they will stay.

Gambar
Hi dude. Am I wrong if I scare if I don't have friend? Not right? It's normal right? We as human must be need to have a friend. Isn't it? I want to tell you that I have a bestbestfriend. When I'm 1st grade on high school, she always take me accompany. We always spend our time together. Have a talk, play a joke, laugh, cry together. And she is everything for me. Hard for me to labeling someone as bestfriend. And she is successful. But when 2nd grade, I felt like we not spend our time as often as before. She have new friend and I have to do the same. But it's not the reason for me to forget her. She still the best ever. I often jealous to anyone who can play a joke with her and replaced me. She never told her story to me anymore. I felt we are too far away, we ever so close. I felt like I'm losing her. It's hurt you know? And you know what, she feel the same. She also miss me and jealous with my other friend. She jealous with my classmates and suppo...

Finding Kebaya for My Graduation

Gambar
Hi hi.. It's been 3 weeks ago I've graduated from my high school. And the dress code for girl is kebaya and for boy is coat. As a matter of fact, I have one kebaya from my mother. My mother's but now that is for me. The style is classic but not look like too old style for me. But in 2 days before the event, my mother told me that I'm better to  lease kebaya + make up. So, I'm not wear my own kebaya. In the deep of my heart (?) I want to wear my own kebaya because my mother told me that there is a history with that. haha This is Me with my physic teacher Me with Cicil and they're my 2nd family 😽 HAPPY GRADUATION AND SEE YOU IN THE FUTURE FRIEND. $QUAD

Struggle

Gambar
Hi hi hi.. I'm going to check up. It's not checking my condition but my brother's condition on Premier Hospital Bintaro. He need this medical check up for meet the requirements. Because in this year he will continue his study to The University of Nottingham. He had got scholarship for graduate program. He is so lucky. I really want to be like him. I proud of him. And next week He ask me for take his English Test result to British Council at Sudirman. Thats ok. It's the name of struggle. Bye bye.. I will write again tomorrow.

The Result of My National Exam

Gambar
Hi guys.. How are you ? Is there the 6th, 9th and 12th grade here? Have you see the result of your national exam? Is it good? I'm not get good grade. haha I'm honestly only get 70 for bahasa, 75 for biology, 70 for English-language, 60 for math (this is a miracle cause I don't like math at all), 50 for physic, 48 for chemistry (I'm sure that I can do the exam but the result is only 48) fyuuhhh.. And there is my friend got 90 for his bahasa I feel like WHAT? HOW YOU DO? and he only answer that that's a miracle cause he never expect will get 90. Huh what lucky he is. But that's ok. I'm fine. Cause this is pure my ability. Not cheating. So, I proud. LOL

Farming and Harvesting

Gambar
Hi again guys.. Since I was a child, my father always tell me that we have to use our yard as efficient as possible. That's why my father always ask me for help him to farming. Fyi, I have some of kind fruit trees such as rambutan, rose apple, guava, banana, mango, lime, starfruit. And than I also have rose flower, chili, tomato, herbs, etc. That's why my mother can get anything she need in our yard. As a matter of fact, my yard is not too large, but we have garden behind our home. I really thankful to my father that always teach me to farming when I was a child, cause now when I grow up and get adult, I can harvest some fruit by my self and not but to market. For example like this (on picture). I help my mother to harvesting this vegetable (idk the name). And my parent also teach me to share what we have even that's not too much to neighbors. That's all what I can tell to you. And in the next post I will tell about what I've been through when I was so ...